BoRnLiVeDiE

*just blabbing*
"we are born, we live and when our time comes... we die"
after two days of being house arrest because my parents didn't permit me to go out with my friends to haven, i decided to watch a movie. i've scan the channels in the television and settled in hbo's next movie - charlotte's web. i started watching it and began to get bored. so, i took a shower and then went back watching the movie. i was so touched with the friendship that the pig and the spider [julia roberts voice]. it was at the last part of the movie when the spider said the line 'we are born, we live and when our time comes... we die' because the little pig doesn't want charlotte [spider] to go. but it's her time to leave wilbert [the pig].

no! i'm not going to tell the whole story here. when the line was spoken by the spider what came first to my mind is - it's more like falling inlove and letting go of the person you choose to fall.
yeah yeah! i know! i'm heart broken! but that doesn't mean i'm not going to fall inlove again. it's just it will take time. like what the line says 'we are born' of course! i should build a new self... make a new personality from a crashed relationship in the past. i need to stand in my own self and live a new life without anyone in my side to lean on to. it's not easy to be born again, stand on your own and start a new. it takes every single step to learn on how to live again.
then when i'm fully mature and ready to love again.. i would LIVE! live a life with happiness. a life that i want! a life that is full of joy and a life with someone i choose to live with. that will help me live a meaningful life. who would build dreams and future with me. but that doesn't mean that the person you choose to live with is the person who is meant for you. sometimes, there are people who pass by your life to test how strong you are to live a life with or without that person you would love to live with.
then everything will fall..and will fail to frustrations everything will be lost in the snap of your fingers. you will take alot of reasons for you to help why it was shattered but you will not get a single answer. i will die as love dies. but it's not the end of it! it's something i have to learn so i would be born again. dying with the unrequitted love only happens for a while. but it does not last for a lifetime. acceptance is need in order for me to be born again and live a new life. =)
oh life! it's a cycle!! everything in this life is a cycle!!! everything goes round and round, its a matter of how you handle your life so you would learn get a new life everytime you die.
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