He Will Always Be My Greatest Love . . .

One of the questions that were asked by our trainer during the Call Centre Training for Trainer was --- Tell me about your greatest love. My brain started to process what to say. I started stammering, caught off guard and fidgety on what to say. I never wanted to share to people about him. Not him again!! But there is only one person that comes to my mind that very moment I hear that question. He perfectly defines the meaning of greatest love for me.

He was my crush since I was in grade 5. We were good friends, and we get along very well with each other. There are times that we lost touch but we always make sure that if one has some free time, it’s either him or I will visit. But of course, it was always I who would knock on their doors during weekend and see him. We make sure we have exchange gifts during special occasions or at least, if it’s not a thing something that the other will never forget.

It was more of a fairytale to me. He was handsome, very talented, smart, witty, kind . . and I can go on with all the good qualities he have. I could never fathom the qualities he posses for a perfect boyfriend and for a perfect partner.

We grew older, and we grew apart. We grew up in different worlds, lost touch, and the next thing we know, we are different people already. He got his own world for his mission of humanity, and I created mine without him in it but long for him to be part of my own world.

Whenever I’m asked about greatest love, no one else’s would come into my mind except him. I still thought about him once in a while, and I know, I could’ve only said something when he wrote in my palm “i like you” I could’ve made a little difference of what we are now. But life has to move on, and lessons are the hardest to discover in life.